Back from the Abyss…

Monday i fell into the abyss, took me two days to climb out. I cried today, an attempted cry on the bus and a full out bawling in the cafeteria, I hid it, from everyone. embarrassing it is. A grown man, of 34 crying. i needed to let it out, all of the emotions that have been bottled up, that i repressed over the years. I am glad i did, I feel relieved. Relieved of all the baggage, maybe not all the baggage, but definatley, a duffle bag or two. all of those repressed emotions that I have carried around all of these years, I have like Joe Trace from Morrison’s JAZZ, become new.

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One thought on “Back from the Abyss…

  1. Joe,

    Don’t feel embarrassed my friend. It’s okay for us guys to cry. Sometimes we all need that release. I know I do from time to time. I actually just finished having a good hard cry just a few minutes ago. Don’t feel bad. It just means you’re normal….lol!

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